God hides

Why do you hide..
Why do you seem away, so far...
Its like I'm just a mistake away to go to that start....
the start of a history I'd rather not repeat..
But would that be possible
if you're not here with me...?
Is it me...Have I been wrong...?
If that is so, take away all of me.
The roof above my head,
the ground below my feet,
the pleasures of life that I feel,
they mean nothing to me
if I'm just a mistake away to go to that start...
the start where I knew nothing of you..
Can I believe that this solitude is just not true..
That if not ahead or beside,
you are still watching over me..