It is more than just amazing how each day of your life can teach you a lesson more valuable than the one you learnt on the day that just wrapped itself up. Sometimes, with the night that passes by, we sleep over some of the lessons that we do not wish to have learnt at all. Simply because truth hurts. And hurt...is something we do not want to take with us the next day. Amazing it is, when you dont even have to step out of your house to learn what will be the most valuable lessons that you carry along with you for all life.
Like the new dawn that breaks in every day, I wish to wake up with a new hope. Sometimes. Even as a new person. Renewed.
This day brought forth a new lesson to me. On companionship. A quote in Don Quixote goes like this..Tell me thy company and I will tell thee what thou art. The words are in a book. But the essence is the experience. The experience of a girl that was fun loving, outgoing, full of life was a reflection of her friendships. When suddenly she choses to be within the confines of white walls, she wonders to herself what she reflects. When slowly all companionship drains out amidst the time of life when she needs a voice that nods to her silent conversations, she wonders if she reflects emptiness...for companionship looks point blank to her.
No job, no love, no relationships. I am in an exploratory phase of the journey that leads to destiny. With a fall each day that makes me rise up with more strength than yesterday, I realise I'm alone but not lonely. The view from where I stand, the 9th floor balcony. When every cloud I look up at is sans the silver lining, there are moments in the day that makes me look beyond the clouds and the thank God I'm alive. This is one such moment. If companionship defines who I am. Today, my companionship is me and the supreme one that sees all. Today, I am who I am.
I fall alone and I fail alone but I rise up alone.
Like the new dawn that breaks in every day, I wish to wake up with a new hope. Sometimes. Even as a new person. Renewed.
This day brought forth a new lesson to me. On companionship. A quote in Don Quixote goes like this..Tell me thy company and I will tell thee what thou art. The words are in a book. But the essence is the experience. The experience of a girl that was fun loving, outgoing, full of life was a reflection of her friendships. When suddenly she choses to be within the confines of white walls, she wonders to herself what she reflects. When slowly all companionship drains out amidst the time of life when she needs a voice that nods to her silent conversations, she wonders if she reflects emptiness...for companionship looks point blank to her.
No job, no love, no relationships. I am in an exploratory phase of the journey that leads to destiny. With a fall each day that makes me rise up with more strength than yesterday, I realise I'm alone but not lonely. The view from where I stand, the 9th floor balcony. When every cloud I look up at is sans the silver lining, there are moments in the day that makes me look beyond the clouds and the thank God I'm alive. This is one such moment. If companionship defines who I am. Today, my companionship is me and the supreme one that sees all. Today, I am who I am.
I fall alone and I fail alone but I rise up alone.
3 comments:
"I am alone but not lonely".
This is a statement that I truly believe in. I used to be sad at one point of time that I am alone in whatever I do and in every step of my life inspite of all the ppl I know. But I realised much later that is when you can outshine others.
Wonderfully true! :):) hugs!!
By the time one truly realizes, that one is alone, n njoyin being alone, the crowd around you wont be funny any more ...n the day one can look straight into that freaky crowds' eyes (every single one of them), one will find the reason of each fall, meaning of each fall!
Till that all the best!
Once one, gonna reach that nirvana, one achieves the path of survival :P
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